& I laugh, a small, muffled laugh,
unsure if thinking about writing
counts as writing. Emptiness
is part of the process, I think.
Silence, a more sensible response
than words. Between grad school
requirements, a hundred students,
& a crumbling world, how does
something so airless & immaterial
find its way to demand space?
As if writing about forests
resuscitates forests. As if tyrants
topple over verses of text.
& what privilege, obsessing over
line breaks, experimenting with
structure, finding the perfect way
to capture a grief so many drown in
outside the page. What privilege,
all this musing, this distillation.
Still, something in this city—
between limbs cross-linked
in commutes, in drops of rain
caught in nets of smog—
heaves a revelation: a rumbling
beneath the rubble, a voice
in the fire. & what was it,
Farris said, about offering poems
to a burning world? Here’s
another. & another. & another—